Getting of watching my wife get fucked

I've always been a little different, sex for me is good, I like it, I mean who doesn't? But there is something about spying on someone that really gets me hard. I admit I constantly watch my wife get undress and take a shower, she doesn't know I spy on her, and I have to say it has been the most amazing solo times I've ever experienced. And lately, this arousal has been increasing into other things, like an urgent need of seeing her masturbating, or doing something else. The sole idea of seeing her like that excites me beyond imagination, I just love watching her without her not knowing about, like breaching her privacy, that gets me going like nothing else. 

She doesn't know a thing about this, if she knew there would be no magic. Anyway, lately my wife has been coming home pretty late, and leaves pretty early in the morning, at first I thought she was just loaded with work, but then I started noticing her clothes, smelling like something else, her makeup a little ruined, and these things made me very suspicious of her. She's been acting the same with me as always, but in bed, her passion seems a little off, like she's not very interested in my dick. 

Anyway, my best buddy, Jonathan came from out of town to visit us, he said he missed me and wanted to spend some time together like we did in college, how could I say no? I even offered him to stay in my house, which he gladly accepted. During his time here, we got to do so many things, everything seemed okay, but after a couple of days I started noticing my wife coming home earlier, and it was just weird, because she would engage in conversations with him for hours, something she doesn't do with me anymore. Then I started getting the idea that maybe she and Jonathan were fucking behind my back, whenever I saw them talking, laughing together, sharing snacks, I would just imagine them fucking and, for some weird reason, it got me instantly hard. I could see there was some attraction between them, that they tried to hide from me. 

Wife gets fucked by my best friend

One night, while he was still sleeping in our couch, my wife was taking a shower and I took the chance to check on her phone. Well, it turned out Jonathan has been much more than a friend to me, he also fucks her, and he's been fucking for months now. Of course, I felt disappointed, destroyed, I mean, my wife and my best friend is not an easy thing to digest, but then behind all that disappointment I felt was some throbbing tickle running down my balls and I thought, if they're going to lie and cheat on me, at least I want to get something out of it, I want to see it.

That same night I pretended to be sleeping in our bed, snoring and all. My wife walked out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel and a robe, she came closer to me and I felt the closeness of her hand moving over my face, checking if I was completely asleep. I didn't move, I just let her believe I was. I heard her walking around the bedroom, searching in the drawers, spraying perfume on, and the more I figured out what she was doing, the angrier I felt, and the harder I got.

After she was done doing her thing, she turned off the lights and left the room. I opened my eyes the second I heard the door closing after her. I sat up on my bed and slowly walked towards the doors. I placed my ear against the door to hear what was going on outside. They were talking, not lively talking like they usually do in front of me, this was different. 

I left the bedroom and walked towards the stairs, I could see the living room from there and it was so dark in the hallway they couldn't see me. I saw Johnathan reacting to her, his crotch visibly hard, it was both exciting and madding at the same time. He had a sleepy face, but even like that, he began touching my wife. And then she said "It's okay, he's practically dead in the room, he's snoring so loud he won't hear a thing, just fuck me, and do it hard."

The sentence completely woke him up, and I got instantly aroused. My wife was wearing a lingerie set I got her for her birthday, and it looked so sexy on her, I admit I felt a little envy it wouldn't be me taking it off, but seeing her acting like a slut was phenomenal. "Wow," Jonathan said as she walked towards him. She immediately kissed him as she caressed his cheek, then I saw their tongues battling it out, and she started rubbing herself on him. I noticed Jonathan's hard cock against her leg and her hand reaching for it. Watching her making out with him was surreal, it was like living a wet dream. I was so hard I took out my cock and wrapped my hand around it. I gripped on it as I watched them touch each other. 

Then my wife started sucking his cock and using her hands to aid her. I've never felt so horny before, she suddenly turned into a sex goddess, pleasing him like she never pleased me before. She sucked his shaft, sucked his balls and took him deep inside her mouth, all of this as she massaged his balls and toyed with them. Jonathan then slid his hand inside her thong and rubbed her clit. It was incredibly hot to see a wet spot on her thong. 

Then she got on the sofa and laid on her back. I positioned myself on the floor in the dark hallway, hoping she wouldn't notice me as Jonathan took the spot between her legs. When he entered her she released a silent moan, it took her a while to process what Jonathan just made her feel. Then seeing her tits moving along with the rhythm of his thrust was mind-blowing. She moaned with her fingers inside her mouth, sucking each one to circle her clit, then she would look down at Jonathan and tell him he had a big cock, that she loved it. I felt several times about to cum right there, the whole thing was so hot I could barely control myself. 

Then he would pull his cock out of her cunt to tease her, and she would start begging him, telling Jonathan to fuck her harder, and he complied. I have to say, he fucked her so hard, so deep, that my wife came with a very pleasing moan, I've never seen her releasing so loudly and pleased before. Jonathan would spank her, and she would demand some more, then she would grab her buttocks and spread them for him to fuck her deeper and harder, then she would get on her knees and suck him, gag on him, taking all of him. Then, Jonathan started fucking deeper, bringing her to another delicious orgasm, and me to the edge again. 

I tried to hold my own moans and struggling edges while I watched his cock penetrate her fast, relentlessly. Suddenly, my wife started quivering and quaking around Jonathan's cock. I couldn't hold it anymore, I shot my orgasm over my hand and some fell on the carpet, it felt so intense, so strong, that it drained me from all the energy I had. My wife moaned loudly as Jonathan kept fucking her, and that's when things started going south. I wasn't aroused anymore, and seeing him fucking her started feeling bad, I was jealous, and anger took place inside me, I don't know how to describe it. And then I saw him finish inside my wife's pussy, and my wife taking his cum with her hands out of her entrance and licking it off. It didn't feel good to me anymore.

After that, I stayed quiet for days, I tried to keep my treatment towards them the same while Jonathan was still in the house, and despite how angry it made me, I would still stand up in the middle of the night with my wife away from bed, and of course, I would crawl to where they were and jerk off to them over and over again. Once Jonathan's holidays were over, he left to the airport and that was the last time I saw him, we haven't spoken since, and I've been debating myself whether I should call him or just let things be. 

The way I treated my wife after he left also changed, I think she knows I know everything, but she keeps pretending everything is okay, that nothing is going on. And me? I still check her phone whenever she's taking a shower, just to get info on where they're going to meet and fuck next time, and then, I sneak into the bathroom and jerk off to her, hoping that when I go spy on them, I can get a glimpse of what I saw that night.